Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Guess what this is about?

WEIGHT!  Of course it is, what else would it be about?  Well, on some level its about weight, but really its about an overall change in my thinking, my eating, my life in general.   

God is really showing me that He loves me exactly how I am and that I have to choose to love myself.  What gives me the right to be so hard on myself, to beat myself up, to berate me, to talk down about me, to make jokes and most of all to be content hiding in the shadows because I'm ashamed of myself and how I look.  God created me in His image, granted my lousy choices have skewed the image, but not in His eyes, He still sees me thru the blood of my Lord and Savior Jesus!   His blood has washed me clean and removed all of those things that I hold against myself.   

My goal for 2013 is to love me and in doing so I believe loving me will faciltate me wanting to take care of the me that I love.   I am not gonna talk about the actual process or what I plan to work on or towards, weight loss is not necessarily the goal, loving Robin is the goal and weigh loss will be a product of reaching the goal I feel has been set before me. 

I'll check in soon to record how its going and where my head and heart is regarding me, myself and I!