Human Yo-Yo

That is what I am. I feel much like I am being dangled on a string and going up and down, up and down, up and down. I do know that only I have the power to stop the cycle. I choose to work on that starting now. Making better choices, staying focused on the goal, I think I lost sight of the goal for a short while. Time to refocus, think positive and remember that I want to be Fabulous by Forty. If you look at the sidebar countdown clocks, you will realize as I do that it is getting closer and closer to the cruise and my 40th birthday. So, here I sit at my desk determining that I don't want to reach the day of these events and be disappointed with myself. I want my 40th year to be the best one ever and so that means getting myself back on track. I have "played" and trying to stay on program for a month now. So, play time is over. I will log into WW online and I will log everything that goes in my mouth this week. Therefore the scale will move in the right direction next Monday morning!! So now, I've confessed, feel better and have a plan to get my act together....oh well I sort of confessed, I'm back up to 275 again....this 2 pounds is getting on my nerves...up and down, up and down, up and down.......next week will be down. Short term goal....2 consecutive weeks of LOSS!!